It's All In My Head

So much to say. So much I'm feeling. So many things happening and not happening. Change and stagnation. Sadness and joy. Fear and excitement.

In the midst of it all I'm journaling and roughing out essays and chasing the faintest shadows of Big Ideas (and small ones). There's so much in my head, swirling around like foam on the surface of the sea, and yet for some reason when I come here and look at this text editor I can't seem to gather any of it into a coherent post.

But I had to start again somewhere or I feared I'd never come back. So for now I just want to say that I'm still here. I'm doing okay. I'm getting by. I'm on a roller coaster of emotions and I'm hanging on for dear life. The ride has to end sometime, right?